Thats how many days pregnant i am.
I'm still in shock to say the least and still trying to get my head around it, but i'm really really happy and so is the husband :)
I've bought 3 books to help us on our way, i've started writing down our favourite names and i've already been looking at prams....My god its like a mine field!!
I visited the doctor on thursday to tell them so now i am waiting for a midwife to call me so they can book me in. I know its very early days yet and anything can happen but my mantra is to be positive. I don't have many symptoms yet apart from really sore boobs and a bit of acne, i want to feel sick because i know thats a good sign but all in good time i'm sure it will appear!!
I actually feel like a fraud at the minute, thinking or saying "I'm pregnant" as i don't feel it but i suppose i should be making the most of my time now.
One thing i'm not liking is the lying i have to do to my friends, I'm finding it quiet difficult but equally i know its for the best. I don't want anyone to know yet just incase, part of me feels like if anything did go wrong i would have a good support network but again i don't want everyone knowing yet, i don't want the questions and i think this should be the husbands and my time now to just enjoy the excitement we have.
Aside from the baby i have been eating terrible, i'm not sleeping very well so because i work nights i'm up for longer and needing more food, so from tomorrow i'm on an eating healthy regime and thats a pinky promise :)
SE x
Sunday, 22 January 2012
Friday, 13 January 2012
Going to plan?
Sooooo....dieting, thats how i started off on monday hey?
I've eaten like a horse, i've tried to be good but its simply not working, Why i hear you ask?? I just found out i'm PREGNANT!!!
For the past couple of weeks i've been coming home from work (i work nights) and as soon as my head has hit the pillow, i've fallen asleep. Though before i've gotton into bed i've had a mad dash to the kitchen as i have been sooo hungry, i tried working into my points but too much bread doesn't help me, even if it is brown.
Sooo i haven't fallen off the dieting wagon cause i have an excuse right?? *nods*
I will try harder, this is our first baby and i don't want to put weight on for the sake of putting weight on and i wont be eating cream cakes because "im eating for 2" (which isn't true) but i will have to listen to my body now, if it needs something it wil have to have it, i think i might try grazing, little and often.
My fingers are crossed for a sticky baby, its very early days yet but for now i can certainly feel that there is something there :)
SE xx
I've eaten like a horse, i've tried to be good but its simply not working, Why i hear you ask?? I just found out i'm PREGNANT!!!
For the past couple of weeks i've been coming home from work (i work nights) and as soon as my head has hit the pillow, i've fallen asleep. Though before i've gotton into bed i've had a mad dash to the kitchen as i have been sooo hungry, i tried working into my points but too much bread doesn't help me, even if it is brown.
Sooo i haven't fallen off the dieting wagon cause i have an excuse right?? *nods*
I will try harder, this is our first baby and i don't want to put weight on for the sake of putting weight on and i wont be eating cream cakes because "im eating for 2" (which isn't true) but i will have to listen to my body now, if it needs something it wil have to have it, i think i might try grazing, little and often.
My fingers are crossed for a sticky baby, its very early days yet but for now i can certainly feel that there is something there :)
SE xx
Sunday, 8 January 2012
The last supper?
Tomorrow i embark on losing weight....again!! This happens several times a year, I lose weight then take time out because i got bored, put weight back on, feel crap, cry a lot then start the whole vicious circle again.
I know I'm not the only one, most women are the same, especially this time of year. It's not a resolution of mine though i think it's just a lifetime ambition......very sad i know.
The thing is, if i didn't carry out this trend of dieting i have going I'm sure i would be a lot more overweight, i do try and watch what i eat, fruit and veg are daily consumptions but weekends its a free for all and take aways, fast food or meals out break my dieting habit.
It's not all my fault, i blame the husband. Okay he doesn't hold a gun to my head and make me eat dominoes pizza (his favourite but the most calories) but he constantly asks "shale we have a pizza/Chinese/curry" you name it he's asked for it, the amount of shouting, crying and reasoning i have tried to do to make him see but it just doesn't sink in. Memory span of a fish i say.
If i counted the amount of LBS i had actually lost over the years i swear i would have been at target 5 times over but that would be cheating because LBS creep on so easily.
I'm going to start with 14lbs and see how i go, i have to admit I'm not the most strictest of dieters and i rarely exercise but i know what my body can take and how my body deals with food. If i manage to lose 14lbs i would be the lightest i can ever remember and it would bring my BMI into the healthy range plus it make me more healthy for babies though i''l leave that can of worms for another time.
I'm sat here eating haribo and drinking a J20 so that's it, tomorrow i will be following the weight watchers plan.
I'm ready for it, i can do it.
Watch this space ;)
SE x
I know I'm not the only one, most women are the same, especially this time of year. It's not a resolution of mine though i think it's just a lifetime ambition......very sad i know.
The thing is, if i didn't carry out this trend of dieting i have going I'm sure i would be a lot more overweight, i do try and watch what i eat, fruit and veg are daily consumptions but weekends its a free for all and take aways, fast food or meals out break my dieting habit.
It's not all my fault, i blame the husband. Okay he doesn't hold a gun to my head and make me eat dominoes pizza (his favourite but the most calories) but he constantly asks "shale we have a pizza/Chinese/curry" you name it he's asked for it, the amount of shouting, crying and reasoning i have tried to do to make him see but it just doesn't sink in. Memory span of a fish i say.
If i counted the amount of LBS i had actually lost over the years i swear i would have been at target 5 times over but that would be cheating because LBS creep on so easily.
I'm going to start with 14lbs and see how i go, i have to admit I'm not the most strictest of dieters and i rarely exercise but i know what my body can take and how my body deals with food. If i manage to lose 14lbs i would be the lightest i can ever remember and it would bring my BMI into the healthy range plus it make me more healthy for babies though i''l leave that can of worms for another time.
I'm sat here eating haribo and drinking a J20 so that's it, tomorrow i will be following the weight watchers plan.
I'm ready for it, i can do it.
Watch this space ;)
SE x
Tuesday, 3 January 2012
Happy New Year!
Happy New Year, well it will be and I mean it!
This is probably my 3rd attempt at blogging in my life, the other times I *forgot* to write so i'm hoping this time is different, New Year, New Me??..lol
I've always wanted to blogg but i don't really know what to say, i'm a secret blogg reader and love the way some write, unfortunately i'm neither the best writer in the world or witty so will just write on as myself.
I'm sat here listening to the gale that's blowing out side, i'd like to say in the warmth of my house but i'm fecking freezing, the heaters on and i've had my 2nd brew of the day (i really need to cut down though) sooo need to warm up, I just don't want to move!
I'm not entirely sure where a blogg will take me, I want to be completely honest in it but then what if someone reads and i offend them? I'm the kinda girl that says it how it is........it's not always the best policy though you now where you stand with me.
I have a million and 1 things i'd like to write about but don't know where to start so in my wisdom i'll write a list. I haven't made any New Years Resolutions this year, i never stick to them so whats the point? I have some goals though.
1) Make babies
2) To lose 14lbs
Okay so not ground breaking but thats a start right?
I will divulge more but for now thats me.
Do you have goals?
SE
This is probably my 3rd attempt at blogging in my life, the other times I *forgot* to write so i'm hoping this time is different, New Year, New Me??..lol
I've always wanted to blogg but i don't really know what to say, i'm a secret blogg reader and love the way some write, unfortunately i'm neither the best writer in the world or witty so will just write on as myself.
I'm sat here listening to the gale that's blowing out side, i'd like to say in the warmth of my house but i'm fecking freezing, the heaters on and i've had my 2nd brew of the day (i really need to cut down though) sooo need to warm up, I just don't want to move!
I'm not entirely sure where a blogg will take me, I want to be completely honest in it but then what if someone reads and i offend them? I'm the kinda girl that says it how it is........it's not always the best policy though you now where you stand with me.
I have a million and 1 things i'd like to write about but don't know where to start so in my wisdom i'll write a list. I haven't made any New Years Resolutions this year, i never stick to them so whats the point? I have some goals though.
1) Make babies
2) To lose 14lbs
Okay so not ground breaking but thats a start right?
I will divulge more but for now thats me.
Do you have goals?
SE
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