So it's been a week or so, I'm 7+4 (as the clock strikes midnight) and i have HUGE boobs!! Now I'm blessed in that department anyway and have always had a generous size but OMG they have doubled in size, over exaggeration i guess but blooming hell they are big, they hurt a lot too but i must be thankful as at the minute this is the only symptom i have, if i had silly periods like some people do i wouldn't know i was pregnant!!
I have put on weight too which i am really unhappy about but i know its my own fault, i haven't quite watched what i have eaten but i have been really hungry and i don't want to deprive myself at this stage, if my body tells me i need food i eat, simple.
I'm booked in for a flu jab tomorrow, there's been a bit of a hoohar about it because of the swine flu and i wasn't sure what to do for the best but i have decided to go for it, what will be will be.
I'm ever so tired at the moment too and i think i find it hard with working nights, it gets to about 3am and i just need to lie down but i do manage on the job I'm doing now, not sure how long it will last though.
I can't wait till i can give up work for 1 whole year, i feel bad about being happy about it so soon and i sometimes think karma will catch up with me and something bad will happen, in fact now i have wrote it down.........stoopid i know but i do consider myself a lucky person so I'm expecting one day it will catch up with me..!!
I've been quite hormonal just lately too, i suppose that's another symptom, i just want to cry some days and i have done, buckets for no reason at all, silly bugger!
I'm finding it hard not telling people, so so hard but i know its for the best, i don't want to jump the gun and karma be there waiting for me, i have my booking in appointment on the 13th Feb so only 1 more week to go then i think i will get my scan through, its quite hard the first trimester as its all just waiting around till you hit the 12 week mark. We will get there :)
Husband is being mostly good, mostly I'm saying loosely...I wish he would cook a decent meal and NOT want takeaway all the time, if he mentions it that's when i start to think...oooooo, its wrong though and i need to make the right choices as my baby is eating what i eat, SO big changes from tomorrow, I'm following SLIMMING WORLD!!
I shall update through the week how i go, my fingers and toes are crossed for myself!!
SE xx
